First day of school in MIBTi (8 July 2013)

My hands are killing me right now and I have to type this so let us just get this over with shall we...okay well today is my first day of school. I am still pissed the fact the people call me by my last name "Tika" rather than my first name "Victoria" at least they could call me "Rebecca" instead. Tika just sounds so bad...
I just had the most tiring journey just now, I have to stop 3 times in the busway stops. Geeshhh and worst of all I have to carry all my books, and I think I just build muscles on my arms, this just sucks...

Anyways yeah today was my first day, and I have Academic Study Skills for 4hrs, you know what that means its boring....sorry sir but it is, you know the teacher gave us copies of the presentation slide, and guess what I scribbled the pages, and writing some unnecessary stuffs. Lol anyways here is a picture of my classroom...

Well since this was the first week, there wasn't anything much to tell, basically what I did just now was listening the teacher's lecture and do some evaluation tests, it was like to know your study style whether you're a visual, auditory or tactical learner, my results was visual in one test but the other test which I took, I got auditory. Basically I am a mixed. ^_^ And then we created like a daily schedule for our daily activities which I don't think I will follow and also we make our trimester planner. And that is just it nothing much...

And also today, I just got my books and let me tell you they are not like the ones you get in school. The books are rental, so if there are any damages, we must pay them. So I've got like 6 books...

Now when I got home from school, I used the bus right, and it was so crowded and very hot. The sun rays came directly towards me..this is the first time I came home using the bus. Okay so I've got to stop 2 bus stops in order to do transit, but today I stopped thrice. First in the busway near my school, then in semanggi and then in harmoni. The waiting line in harmoni is the worst, there were too many people and it is freaking hot and in addition to that I have to carry those books so in my mind I just wanted to keep these books safe till I reach home, I keep thinking that for the rest of my journey, don't really care much about other things. My hands were so tired after carrying these books. I arrived at home at 3 p.m. and went to eat my lunch immediately, because I was in a state of hunger. And I ate a lot today, I ate rice with fish and crepes. When I had my piano coaching, both my hands were so dangly and it won't just move. 

Warning: If my sisters are reading this blog, the following segment isn't necessary to be read, as it contain my fangirl feels. But if you are willing and won't mind then go ahead, I have warned you.

Okay so anyways I just ate some chocolate chip cookies, and half of them is finished by me. I feel so fat....And so I checked google just now at around 5 p.m. and guess what ?!

It turns out that the one who won in Wimbledon is Andy Murray. And I kinda googled him right and he kinda looks handsome....this is weird...

 

Turns out it has been 77 years since Britain won, and this guy, Andy won the championship in 2013. How awesome is that?! And he is going to be popular now. Hahahaa okay btw you know Bradley Cooper watched the match yesterday with his girlfriend. And there was Gerard Butler too and guess what Bradley Cooper took selfies with him LOL with his blackberry phone...hahaha Bradley and I have so much in common, we use the same brand of phone I mean how romantic could that get, not like his girlfriend, Suki who uses a different brand :p. Okay I'll show you the pics below.

I didn't even know Bradley take selfies 

Bradley Cooper, Gerard Butler and Suki Waterhouse

Leaning huh?

Okay this I gotta comment, well why do you like to kiss Bradley so much, Suki? WHYYYYYY!!!!!

more romantic whispering, what are they even talking about anyways?

Okay I am not going to comment much but all I can say is that I just love Bradley too much 'kay. After watching the match both Bradley and Suki went home together. 

no topics to talk about just keep playing your phone guys, great..seriously Bradley if you don;t love her anymore why don't you just dump her, you know it is not gonna work anyways.


just walking, okay this I found by a person from twitter.

Oh and I also forgot to mention that Bradley Cooper and gf went to the rolling stones concert and then to some party afterwards. Yup Bradley and girlfriend. Why do you this to me???/!! You can find more info in google.

Pictures are mostly from daily mail, google images, tumblr and twitter ( I find twitter to be a good place for stalking Bradley Cooper)

Okay I think this is it for today, there are news saying that Bradley is in NYC right now. Tomorrow I am going to have Economics class and have to go through 4hrs of class. This is just sad :(

'Kay Bye and see you tomorrow :D

Boring Sunday

I am such in a dilemma right now..feel like broken pieces of glass....I don't know why.
This is just so weird I have no clue what I am typing right now....?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

So sad on a sunday.....I didn't go anywhere today...stayed at home all day long....listening to mellow songs....I kinda wonder what my life is going to be..? I mean after I graduated what will I be doing next? Should I take a masters degree? Or should I learn new skills like animation, or cooking or maybe even French. I think french sounds the most interesting to learn...I really want to learn french. I kinda want to impress other people with my bilingual skills, I mean I speak Indonesian and English fluently, my mandarin is hopeless, so yeah. But the problem is French is not quiet used in Indonesia...I mean I hope I got a job which requires an ability to understand and speak French. And also I am inspired to learn french by Bradley Cooper, he speaks very fluent french, he speaks the language like when he is talking in english, that it is very impressive. So yeah at least I gotta be good at something right?

Tennis....I think I should learn more about tennis...what are the rules and how to play tennis and etc? Yeah you know why? Because Bradley Cooper is a huge fan of tennis too. Next time I know what I will be watching in the TV ;)

I always have this fantasy of meeting my future husband in an unexpected place. And these days I keep thinking of love songs for no reason. Like Frank Sinatra's song "The Way You Look Tonight" and "Someone to watch over me", I love all his songs actually. I consider him to be one of the greatest singers. I love his style of singing, his voice is very flexible and low its very beautiful. Well I am planning to put most of Frank Sinatra's songs in my wedding party.Because when I attend weddings, I enjoy the musicians when they start to play one of his song, it kinda gives me goosebump everytime... And one song which I will put is Michael Buble's song "Everything" I just love that song since I was a kid. That song will be in my wedding party no matter what. I am going to list some songs...

1) The Way You Look Tonight- Frank Sinatra
2) Everything- Michael Buble
3) Someone to watch over me- Frank Sinatra
4) I knew I loved you- Savage Garden
5) Come fly with me- Frank Sinatra
6) Mine- Taylor Swift
7) Greatest day- Take That
8) This I promise you- N'SYNC
9) You're beautiful- James Blunt
10) Everything You Do- M2M
11) The Only night- James Morrisson
12) Can You feel the love tonight- Elton John
13) Right here waiting for you- Richard Marx
14) To be with you- Mr. Big
15) Marry me- Train
16) Here, there and everywhere- The Beatles

Okay there are more songs than this but I am just gonna list this much, these are the songs which I think are kinda appropriate. As you can see from my list, the songs are kinda mixed, old-fashion and modern-ish kinda songs. I want to put rock songs but it doesn't match the atmosphere you know, and also I don't really like rock music that much :/ I mean there are some good rock music but most of them are too loud and the lyrics doesn't make any sense, however I do like some rock bands like Queen. Yup I think that's the only rock band I like and know, I don't know any rock bands, eventhough my dad is a huge fan of rock music.

Okay now what? I don't know what to write next....Oh yeah I ate a lot today, my throat kinda hurts now from eating too much fried foods, this just sucks, tomorrow is not gonna be a good day.

Tomorrow I am going to start my first day in mibt. This is gonna be bad dumdumdum.....I just packed things like pencil case, calculator, a binder, and the most important thing money, things which are likely to be used on a first day. I also have to put an umbrella inside my bad in case if there is something wrong with the weather (the weather in Jakarta is unpredictable these days) I haven't received my books yet but I think I will get them by tomorrow, I hope it doesn't weigh that much, because I am not strong enough you know to carry heavy books all by myself. Thankfully there is going to be 4 subjects so well....just hoping that it won't get too heavy.

Guess where Bradley Cooper is, he is watching a tennis match again in Wimbledon, today is the finals, yup he is watching it now by himself without his girlfriend. And he is wearing a suit, I know right a suit....that is so hotttt....and he is watching the match with Gerard Butler who is also an actor. Let me show you the pic below.

This is kinda weird for me to say but they kinda look like brothers. I mean they wore like the same colour of suit. And they have the same kind of hairstyle-ish. And also with the glasses. But seriously don't you find it a bit weird :/ But I still think Bradley looks way more handsome than Gerard. :)

Okay this is it for today and see you tomorrow

Something I do daily :))))))

Okay today I googled Bradley Cooper right as usual like every other day but you know, this is what I found out.

Bradley Cooper and his girlfriend, Suki Waterhouse at Wimbledon watching a tennis match  on 5th July 2013

There's more to that let me post it for you people reading this blog....

Well this second picture looks kinda funny because as we can see from the picture above, Bradley is so focussed watching the game while his girlfriend, Suki is trying to take away his attention by cuddling him, and you know what it kinda fail. When I look at that picture, Bradley sorta remind me in a funny way, I usually do that too if I am doing something.

Well then let us see the next pictures...

This looks like Suki is trying to watch the game but has no idea what is going on LOL...

Suki kissing Bradley this makes me mad >:O

Okay seriously the last picture has got to go, I mean come on who can't get mad looking at it. I mean when I saw it I got heartbroken all over again. Hey girl stop kissing Bradley's cheeks. I only kiss them. Okay I was kidding but seriously come on why do you kiss him Suki? And I seriously have no idea what is wrong with Bradley's taste. First he is with older women like Jennifer Esposito and Renee Zellwegger, then to women who doesn't have much age gap like Zoe Saldana, next to a really young woman? I mean don't get me wrong I prefer Bradley dating younger women, but I kinda want him to date beautiful young woman too you know. Like Emma Watson and etc.. I mean why can't Bradley date Suki's friend Cara Delevingne who is like way more prettier than she is and also way more popular and successful. But I can't judge whoever Bradley is dating so yeah whatever...I mean I don't hate Suki Waterhouse infact I followed her on twitter and instagram so that I can know whether Bradley is in it or not but if Suki and Bradley split then I don't have to follow Suki on twitter and instagram again. :D

This is the picture in a train station. Bradley and Suki met up there in Paris and travel together to London.

Well actually I found about the train picture just now by some people in a message board. Pretty cool huh. Look at how tired Bradley is, sleeping in his chair with his jacket HAHAHA....I am such a stalker.....But nowadays I kinda like Bradley's hairstyle, his hair is way much better than when he was with his curls, that was kinda disastrous, but it kinda look nice too..Since nobody reads my blog, I kinda wonder whether I will get arrested for stalking Bradley Cooper like this, I mean come on he is so handsome, and I don't plan on liking other boys until I am 18 except for actors.

And I would like to be honest again, eventhough there are hate comments of Bradley with his girlfriend, I think in my personal opinion, they kinda look cute together, I don't know why? But yeah, some part of my heart says Bradley and Suki are a cute couple. I mean they got proportional heights, they are both attractive people except that Bradley is more gorgeous (no offence Suki Waterhouse) , then they work in the showbiz and entertainment world, Bradley is an actor and Suki is a model. Age difference doesn't really bother me much, just look at my crush for Bradley Cooper who is 23 years older than me, I am 15 and he is 38, but I still and will continue to like him, however it kinda bothers me if the guy likes older women. So yeah that is it, when I usually say there is hope for celebrity couples, they will split soon. I don't know why it happens like this but yeah its always like that, and whenever I hate the couple, they kinda stay together very happily. Oh yeah fun fact, they share the same birthday which is on 5th January. Yes I know so weirdddd.....

Bradley Cooper.

Suki Waterhouse

Okay I also want to tell something about their fashion, honestly, I think both Bradley and Suki are wearing the same thing when they hang out together like for example Bradley's jacket and his shoes. And also sometimes pants. :/ Now for Suki, she always wear the same shoes, her patterned shoes. I don't know why they do this to each other I mean come on girl you've got a date with Bradley Cooper, step up the fashion sense and also Suki is a model so you know she has to wear something more different than that...:/

Like if you see the pictures of Bradley and Suki together in google, check out their clothes, Bradley wears the same jacket and Suki wears the same shoes and I think pants too?

This one is the pic where they are in Paris, see look at Bradley's pants they kinda look the same!

Same pants again oh and same jacket as in the previous pic. This pic is taken also in Paris. Suki wears the same shoes.

Okay this one has a darker colour though but still same type of pants, and Suki wears the same shoes. This pic is taken in New York.

Okay so basically this is the end to today's post and yeah its 12 at night and I haven't gone to sleep. Tomorrow is sunday which means I have to play piano again...I don't even understand why they still ask me to play when I totally suck at it. 

So well I guess this is it and check out for tomorrow's post and this will be kinda funny if Bradley and Suki broke up. I am sure she will cry but whatever who doesn't cry when Bradley Cooper dumps you.

Oh and I forgot to tell I took those pics from justjared and dailymail and the pic from the station is from a message board.

ORIENTATION DAY ON THE 4TH OF JULY 2013....

Okay sorry for not writing about anything yesterday well its because I was not in the mood to write. Anyways I want to tell you about how the orientation went. Well I kinda arrive too early because my mom is planning to go there with her friend who coincidental was working in the same building with the school I attend. So I woke up at about 6.40 a.m. and get ready by 7.00 a.m. At 7.00.am sharp my mom and I went to meet up with her friend, we use the taxi to go to our destination place. And we arrive at around 7.45 a.m-ish. The orientation starts at 9.30 a.m and we were too early so we sat in the waiting room, some of the staffs working there came one by one. At 9.00 a.m some kids started to arrive and so I can move on to the designated place to wait for the orientation to start which is in the student lounge.
The student lounge is a really big place, many sofas are placed there, one foosball table is placed in the opening of the student lounge, there is also a snackbar at the corner of the lounge, lots of magazines are placed in the magazine stand, and they are all imports which means hollywood news!! I started to meet some new friends there too and when I ran of topics to talk about I kinda read the magazines to take my time off. There is one magazine about hollywood movies and the edition was the oscars seasons and Bradley Cooper is in the front cover XD!!! I was sorta freaking out you know.
Anyways there are about 20-25 of us, both the kids who will be in the foundation and in the diploma. And I think I am the youngest but I still have no idea. I have gotta be honest but there are many beautiful kids especially the girls, there is one girl, she is a senior and she was so pretty. I mean her hair was really good curly in the bottom, and she wears fashionable clothes, its like a dress with a scarf. She is gonna be liked by many guys in her class (just sayin'). She was very different from all of the girls like we girls wear something simple like shirt and jeans. And for some reason I kinda find this new boy attractive. I don't think attractive is the correct word to describe him but he is not that bad-looking. I haven't meet any okay-looking boys in a while. Like seriously in a while. So this guy as I overheard from his conversation with the other boys, he is going to take finance, and I think its pretty cool for a handsome guy like him to take finance. I mean it is really rare for a handsome guy to take finance or accounting etc they would usually take science or communication or computing etc... I was like impressed but my heart tells me that he is and will be taken with another person so well NO HOPE....so I kinda act casual and not be too overly attached eventhough I am not even attached.
Oh yeah I forgot to tell that the principal of this school is this guy called Dave. He is an australian. Very tall and well-fed person. He is very friendly like seriously so welcoming to us newbies HAHAHA. So he kinda talked about everything about the school, the universities, the rules, the website of the school and all the basic stuffs. It took about an 45-50 minutes to tell about those, and let me tell you it was kinda boring. I mean the room was very cold and I seriously can't move freely. And his voice is very soft so who can't blame for being sleepy. It also happens to me every time in school and sometimes during a sermon in church. Oh and I forgot to tell that I ate 2 pizzas, 1 donut and a bottle of minute maid's pulpy orange. The orientation provided food and drinks for the students. I kinda want to eat more pizza and donut as I know that I won't be having them for a while here, but I am kinda full, I don't know what happen to my rubber stomach these days, I just can't eat too much these days because if I eat too much then I'll get too sick. Maybe some soup and porridge is okay or some steam food something like that. And to be honest these days I kinda like eating veggies for no reason? What has happened to me???? Maybe I don't want to get sick more often these days.
Oh right I forgot to tell about my timetable right so before I received my timetable, I have to pick the subjects which I am going to take. Each students have to take 4 subjects. The 2 subjects which I am required to take are Computing and Academic study skills (I have no clue what to study for academic study skills) and the choices for the other 2 subjects are Accounting, Economics, Marketing and Mass Communication. Well I took Accounting for sure but I am kinda confused whether to take economics or marketing, the teacher told me that both are kinda important so I took economics instead because I have studied economics before in school whereas marketing is very brand new to me.
So I have to go to school on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday. Each day is for 1 subject. On monday, I got academic study skills at 8.00 a.m. On tuesday, I got economics at 8.00 a.m. On thurdsay, I got computing class at 8.00 a.m. Finally on friday, I got accounting at 8.00 a.m. So by this everyday I have class at 8.00 a.m.

Now we await for the upcoming day which is on monday.....the first day of school dum dumd dum dum ......

The day before orientation day DUMDUMDUM....

Hi its me again... I think it has been a while since I blogged right? Lol but yeah I decided to blog today because guess what tomorrow is the my orientation day in my new school, mibt. >:( I am not ready to go to school yet hahaha just kidding but seriously I am kinda scared of everything that is going to happen to me tomorrow. Like the kids there, are they gonna be nice or friendly? Will we have the same number of interests, will we get along well? I don't know yet. Its just that I am scared that I don't have any friends, I mean atleast I have a few right, more is definitely good I just don't know what to do.

Oh yeah speaking of the whole new friends thingy, one thing which I kinda regretted the most is....NOT STUDYING this holiday, I mean atleast I can learn some basics right for enhancing more in the future. I wish I did study but everytime when I opened a book for example, yesterday I opened a maths book, and I don't know what happened to my head but it suddenly just spins and makes me sleepy so I just went to bed. And I kinda saw the newsletter of this school and they have lots of subject categories like commerce, computing and media communication etc. I am planning to take the commerce one, and guess whats inside it, subjects like legal studies and statistics, I mean I learned statistics in my school but as a chapter in the textbook, now in this kinda new experience its as a subject. I don't even know how hard the subject is gonna be...and  sadly my mom kinda force me to take it...my sisters have statistics in their university and they say that the subject is extremely difficult now that just scares me.

On the 29th of June I had my entrance test, and they test the students through the computer now I kinda did some really stupid mistakes. They say that they're gonna tell the results on monday which is on the 1st of July but I receive no news. And I forgot to tell that I was very sick on the 30th of June and 1st of July. But on the 2nd of July which was yesterday the person from the school called me and told me whether I could come to the orientation day but no mention of marks. I told this to my mom right, and she then called the school and asked for my marks and then they told that I got a 6.0 in IELTS and that's very bad for my mom and myself. I mean I could totally aim for a 6.5 above. Very good universities accept students with a minimum of 6.5. But the person said that a 6.0 can be accepted to some good universities too so basically I am an average. That just bumps my heart.

So basically from now onwards I am planning to update my blog regularly if I meet some new and weird stuffs haha lets just see in the upcoming future...

*okay for me reading in the future, as a kid you kinda like to rant a lot :)

TA-DA ITS ME AGAIN!!!!

Hello guys that's my hand up there ....Okay guys I know I haven't been writing again yeahh I know, but u know I don't have any time to do (well technically I have quiet a lot of nothing to do but I just don't think blogging is the activity to do so...). This blog is going to be long though so I hope you might not get bored reading it

Anyways yeahh its been almost 3 months since I wrote in the blog...haha I forgot what I did the last 3 months well its just mostly exams, a lot of fangirling in these couple of months and well proscrastination and eating sugars and chocolates(yes my appetite for sweets has grown I am getting fatter)

I've been eating these mostly..

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But these days I have been eating these delicious chocolate bars

They taste abit like snickers but they are more cheaper haha...I think they taste the same although I like snickers better but they are more expensive so....yeahh I like buying this instead ^_^

Anyways its still exams season here for me :"( yesshh all my friends technically they're my classmates as I am not close to most of them who don't take subjects like accounts and economics are free from yesterday...haha since I take both the subjects I still have to face this dreadful exams until next wednesday. This is so unfair you know I have got 3 more exams 2 Accounting papers and 1 Economics MCQ paper. UGHHHH HAAAAA (sorry I am a bit crazy...hahaha LOL).

These couple of weeks I have been playing this old game in PSP called Persona 3 Portable (P3P), this game was made first for playstation users but later they modified it and made a female main character which can be pretty interesting....yeahhh here I'll let you see it

See the 2 front people the boy and the girl, yeah that's us they're the main characters and we control them and help to save the world because of something called apathy syndrome I don't really know I just fast-forward the dialogue part of the game because its super boring and they're kinda long. Anyways I played this game and I spent so much hours playing this game increasing the levels, fusing many personas together, increasing social links with other characters and increasing the status like charm, courage and academics. Like on the first day playing this game, I slept at around 1.40 a.m and my mother suddenly opened the door and scolded at me for not going to bed and also because I didn't study the whole day so well she got pissed.

 These are the characters from left to right are: Yukari, Mitsuru, Akihiko, Koromaru(up), main character boy, main character female, Junpei, Fuuka, Aigis, Shinjiro and lastly Ken.  The picture below is all the main characters.

 

This is a funny picture hahaha Lol

Moving on... Okay these couple of moths I have watched some interesting movies in the cinema and since its the summer season many good and awesome box-office movies hit the theatre

 Iron Man 3, Star Trek 2 and Fast and Furious 6 are released in the summer, all 3 of them are block-buster movies so most people are likely to watch them. Okay Iron Man is released in May 3 and most of the teenagers come to watch it so this leads to the full seats in the theatre hall, I watched Iron man on the 5th which is on sunday . And then after that I had exams so my parents don't allow me to watch movies because they told me to concentrate on my exams until may 26th which is on a sunday again and we watched Fast and furious 6 that day, cinema as usual was very crowded, actually in the 26th I was planning to watch star trek because I kinda like the first one and I wanted to watch the sequel to that but since my father isn't a sci-fi fan he insists we watch fast and furious 6 but on the 29th I did get to watch Star Trek 2 and it is mind-blowing!!!

Iron Man was mehhh and okay but I wouldn't watch it twice or more but overall it was entertaining. Fast and Furious 6 was better than Iron  man 3 though but fast 5 is still the best. But the movie which totally won my heart is Star Trek 2. Mind-blowing is the word which I can describe it, Benedict Cumberbatch is fantastic as the villain. But the movie which I didn't get to see is the Hangover 3. I mean there is Bradley Cooper in it, have I told you that I have a massive crush on him since like forever (its actually when I was 12). I still haven't watch it till now this is just so sad.

Lets talk about male celeb crushes, I know I have one and its Bradley Cooper <3 (okay IF Bradley happens to see this I know he wouldn't but hey I did say "if" I just wanted to tell him that I love you that is all....I feel I am creepy girl) yeah since I have this huge crush on him I kinda googled him like every single day but when I was playing persona I didn't have the chance to do that. So anyways Bradley's hair is short and you can see it below

 

Okay tell me he's hot okay not hot but gorgeous yes I said it he is gorgeous lol but this is the side effect of fangirling it gets too creepy and akward... well anyways if you don't like him then whatever people's taste are different. Yeah that picture was taken when he was in DC for health conference about mental illness. Okay I still am not sure whether he is currently dating or not okay I don't really know because he doesn't like talking about his relationships in public so its still unsure but the girl that he has been spending most of his time with is this British model called Suki Waterhouse and I don't know if whether they are still seeing each other but the last time they hung out was in New York.

                                                 

                                            

The girl is 21 years old but many reports say that she is 20 years old, I don't know which is the correct one.If you want to know about her just google her or go tumblring her.

Anyways I kinda have this obsession for this guy his name is Benedict Cumberbatch. He is british, he is 36 years old, he is single (YAY!!) and he is an awesome actor. Check out his movies like Star Trek 2, War Horse, Sherlock (I only know those but he plays lots of movies).

 

Okay there is plenty of his pictures in google just check it out by yourself, the thing about why I like Benedict Cumberbatch is that he looks smart and he has a very cool voice. He is not that photogenic, he looks better in real life than in photos.

So lately I've got scoldings from my mom and its very tiring for me to listen to it. I just hate it. Well okay I am not studying lately but you don't have to scold me everyday its getting annoying and its just not my mom who scolds me but also my dad. He gets angry easily for no reason. Like one time last sunday, my dad, little sister and I decided to go grocery shopping but before that when we leave the car, he scolds me for carrying my bag, well excuse me, the bag contains my cell phone and also it has my purse inside it. So yeah that kinda pisses me off. And just now my mom scolds me again and I think its on 9 p.m. seriously its just crazy. My mom has this loud voice and when she gets angry it gets even more monstrous so well I don't like it when she is in angry mode. Its just terrible. That's all...

Okay nevermind about the scoldings I kinda like this song its called The Way You Look Tonight by Frank Sinatra. Its an old song but when I listen to this song its very sweet and romantic. I plan on putting this on my list of songs played on my wedding day. Listen to it below

And if you manage to read everything from up to bottom, I thank you for spending your time with this. And I will write this some other time, BYE!!!!

Catching Up

Hey guys its me again back...lol I know guys I haven't been writing in a long time and blablabla like that but anyways whatever I'll tell you in points

1) I finished my board exams yay!!! 3 weeks of sufferings....finally done....I am ready to face IGSCE..BRING IT ON TO MAMA!!!
2) Just recently lose hope in love...I don't know what to say about that 4-letter word...ughh it makes me want to puke or vomit..whatever...I mean I heard this news from my twitter timeline saying that the guy that I had a crush on is in a relationship with another girl...well you know how I react...I was kinda pissed but not that angry too because I don't even know this guy well hahaha..anyways I am trying to stop thinking about him and it kinda work a bit I guess sometimes he appears in my mind for no reason I just don't know how to get him out of my system.
3) Moving on this might get boring because its just ranting from a typical 15-year old teenager...see here I have this friend from my school and she has a crush on this grade 12 senior guy...she is like totally obsessed with him and etc2...I am totally okay with this because its nice to know your friend takes a liking with a guy who is in real life...I mean no offense she meets many people in twitter but I mean its just a virtual world and you can't really meet them unless you video chat or voice chat or whatever that is...anyways today I was texting her and we talked something private unrelated topics and then she came up and said that I was too afraid to being close with my ex-crush....hey I mean I was kinda pissed I know today is Good Friday I should just let go but I mean c'mon like I bet she can even be with her crush...if I tell this its not right so I am just gonna stop it now.
4)Okay today is Good Friday right, and you know I kinda invited my friend to come to church, at first he was like oh sure lets go, but then yesterday when I asked for his confirmation and he said that he is going to go to Puncak with his friends today I mean like dude I asked you like way long back and you bailed on me what is that there buddy so I was kinda bitter about it too...now look who is facing a terrible traffic oh that's right its him but I mean its a bad thing to say that to your friend
5)I am addicted with Justin Timberlake's new song Mirrors, its a really good song, and it is considered to be one of my favorite Justin's song..its so good you know everyday I always listen to it hahahaha